First, let me apologize to all of my watchers for not having updated this, nor my art, lately. The truth is, I haven't been in the mood for anything. Lots of shit to deal with, and in order to cope with some, I had to deprive myself from some feelings, therefore limiting my writing. If you think it's not an excuse, well, try writing when feeling void. Not blue, not down, not happy, just void.

Second, this time I brought with me an extended version of a previous questionnaire, and although I'm answering the questions with titles by the same band (Dir en grey), this one should provide more relevant information (Even though, in some questions, I had to force an answer), so let's go.


Are you male or female: Stuck Man

Describe yourself: Ugly

How do you feel about yourself: Deity

Describe where you currently live: Bottom of the Death Valley

If you could go anywhere you want to go: Garden

Your favourite form of transportation: Audience Killer Loop

Your best friend is: Mr. Newsman

Your favourite colour is: Red Soil

What's the weather like: Obscure

Favourite time of day: Kiri to Mayu

If your life were a TV show, what would it be called: Mask

What is life to you: Garbage

What is the best advice you have to give: Inconvenient Ideal

If you could change your name, what would it be: Hades

Your favourite food is: Berry

Thought for the Day: Ain't Afraid to Die

How I would like to die: Pink Killer

My one true love: Jessica

My biggest secret: Erode

My motto: Macabre - Sanagi no Yume wa Ageha no Hane


And last, guess. If by looking at the title of this journal nothing rang a bell, well. It was my birthday yesterday, July 9th, Argentina's Independence Day, however you like to call it. In terms of gifts, everything was fine. I never long for something material like a new computer or stuff like that, so all I got was food, between cakes, expensive chocolate bars and stuff. No wonder why I'm fat. I spent a little time out, eating Chinese food as well, and brought some, which I'm eating now. But then, there's the other end of the spectrum.
My dad wants to force me to study something else WHILE I'm already in this college, and I'm not willing. I'm already having problems with my current studies, and my dad wants to overload me with even more. Even though I look like the most relaxed being on earth, I'm not. I have my own preoccupations and issues, even yelling at me words like "useless." Also, it's not like I'm not getting used to it, but each year, it seems like less people remember my birthday, but since not all people do forget, I still have my hopes. And sadly, a still existent part of this world is the kind of people I don't want to even have near me, but they do anyway. Hypocrites, liars, cheaters, and some other scum. And yes, my concept of truth is too damn strict, but I can live with it. Still, I'd like the world near me to be less painful in that sense. I want someone to link me to a RickRoll video, and at the moment I listen to that song, that someone must not laugh. I know it's mainly used as a prank, but I like the lyrics of "Never Gonna Give you Up," which relate to the kind of love I'm looking for in friends, family, a significant other, whoever. And I guess that's it.
I had in mind so much more to write, but I can't. I still have things to do.